This is an old blog cleaned out and restarted for the sake of new beginnings and my sanity.
I had a tendency of looking back on old posts and reminiscing and reliving which, without surprise, had me feeling sort of trapped in my 15 year old life. Maybe trapped isn't the best word, but it was definitely a good decision to start over. I didn't see any sense in allowing myself to dwell on things that don't effect me anymore.
So here I am.
I'm 19 years old and in college. A previous Theatre Performance major but a recently declared Communications major with a minor in Theatre.
And, much like my first semester of college, the last year of my life has been a little rough... to say the absolute least. But I'm okay - or, alive, rather.
But, comparatively speaking, alive is a lovely thing to be.
As I said earlier, I think it's a good decision for me to start over. I think I'm at the very beginning of finding my footing in the world and some things are starting to fall into place. So, I'm rollin with it.
In reference to my rough last couple of months, I think that I'm beginning to feel and understand and cope. I'm sure I'll write about the problems and things that I'm dealing with later on... but for now I think that the only thing I have to say is that.... well. Unfortunately the things I've been through have taught me a lot about myself.
And that "me" is just another very lovely thing to be.
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